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Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Today's Jerusalem

The sound of helicopters fill the air.. sirens in the distance. People start looking up.. going to windows to peer out. Once again we grab for our cell phones and check JPOST for the latest up to the moment news. Attack on the light rail... (thank GOD! Sue and I were not on it this morning!) ... Then news breaks attack at Damascus Gate which is about the length of a football field away from our modest little home we refer to as (the cave)...
Shulamita Goncharuk and I look at each other from across the table.. nestled in a quiet corner at Nafora.. surrounded by people having lunch... the staff carries on with their tasks at hand hardly phased from the commotion outside the wall. I look past the partition that separates the inside dining area to the outside courtyard. Raed walks briskly thru the garden glancing up towards the sound of the helicopters.. Not concerned about the noise as much as he wants to make sure that his guests in the restaurant are well taken care.....
You see, things always carry on here...People may walk with a bit of tension in their steps.. with their heads turning more quickly to the left and the right ... watching, listening ... with an air of expectation of what's next!!! BUT, they always carry on ........
This has become the usual life ....

Friday, November 6, 2015

YOU asked for ME


YOU

You asked for me

AWARE - of who I am and who I was

And yet YOU asked for me

You waited for a yes

"YES LORD JESUS" is my reply

But "why?"

Why did you ask for ME?

I’ve lived a life that’s messy, full of stories and mishaps, bad choices, broken hearts and tattered dreams

"Why?"

"Why did you ask for ME?"

“I’ve asked for you because you would say YES!  Yes, to share your mess and your life, to be transparent and full of grace and mercy to my children”  I’ve asked for you because you do not know all the answers or do all the right things but you say YES to me”

“YOU say YES to me, you want to be MY hands and feet… you share my loving kindness”  .........“you say YES to ME. “   

“You see these places that are broken and hurt?  These are the places I fill with my grace and glory.  Those places create in you a tenderness and a readiness to reach out and touch my children……………. Not with words of condemnation or reprimand but with your YES TO ME, your YES to my loving kindness running over from you ……………………………………to those seeking ME.

"I chose you....


For your YES to ME "

I will FOLLOW

SILENCE

Silence beckons me ….

Silence beckons me and I sit before her and I am still



Waiting

Waiting for a word, a touch, a direction in which I am to go ….


Longing ….

LONGING engulfs me

Wraps me like a blanket pulled tightly around me


MUFFLED

MUFFLED are my cries as I hear you speak … and


I FIGHT

FIGHT to give up my fleshly desires, wants and needs and ask YOU

YOU to replace them with YOURS …


Quiet

Quiet falls over my soul as the battle ends and I give all of me to all of YOU …


Three in ONE a trinity a cord that binds and holds me together ….


Wanting

Wanting nothing more than all of YOU

Lead me


I will follow